Life is never as round as I thought
It’s got edges at every end that gives you inexorable heartbreaks
Never have I ever been so clueless as to where I was headed
What is left is only courage that keeps telling me to never break into pieces
While living I tell myself that I got to hold on to see the sun rise
Because there will be YOU who thinks exactly the same while looking at the mirror
If mirrors are the gateways to another dimension
I wish I could first peek at you who I will meet in the future
Someday in the future we will share our first breakfast
And it’s ok that it’s only me who is now sitting alone at the dining table
Because I know that you and I are sharing the same anticipation
Although you have yet to reveal yourself in my world
Somehow I know our struggles will eventually lead us to each other
In my head there is an image of you that is becoming clearer and clearer
I tell myself there is no point in rushing as you are just as clueless like the rest of us
One day when you finally know yourself only will I appear and vice versa
I pray to God that I can claim my peace back before being by your side for every future moment
Hopes without imagination are difficult
I guess that you may never appear in my world
But I wish I could just hold on to my confidence
Because I think that I am damn well deserved.
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